I'm proud of my heart

There is nothing more beautiful than a person whose heart has been torn apart, but still believes in the beauty of love. 

I'm proud of my heart. 

It's been played, stabbed, cheated, burned and broken, 

but somehow it still works. 

Life always offers you a second chance. It's called tomorrow.

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you break my heart into a thousand pieces

The worst pain in life is when you see

Your life being spoiled by the one you trust the most.

and...

You cant do anything except standing quiet and asking yourself that

.........is it the gift of trusting someone or

is it what i deserve?

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Must let you go

When people ask me why I let you go, 

I just smile and give a distant reply, 

They dont realise that I still love you, 

That I still need to get over you, 

That you left your mark right on my heart, 

They don't know the pain that I feel, of trying to let you go,

Because I realised a long time ago, 

You would never love me, the way I still love you!

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Moving On Letting Go

It's not called moving on if you have no reason,

It's not called letting go if you didn't have anything in the first place,

It's not called forgetting if once you think you've forgotten they are always on your mind.

It's not called walking away, if you turn back to take another look.

Life is about taking chances, This chance will be the one that he will realize, and look back on

It's called a mistake when you doubt it afterwards,

This is a mistake... Not moving on,just always remember,

We learn from our mistakes.

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You leave me alone

My fiancee gave a challenge to me to live a day without him.

No communications at all and said if I passed it,

he'll love me forever.

I'm agreed. I'm did not text or call him the whole day.

Without knowing that my fiancee has only 24 hours to

live because he's suffering from cancer.

I'm excitedly went to my fiancee's house the next day.

Tears fall as I saw him lying on the coffin with a not on the side:

"You did it baby, can you do it everyday? I love you"

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Broken Heart

A BROKEN HEART 

is when you actually refuse to get out of bed in the morning because you are afraid of the reality that awaits you.

A BROKEN HEART 

is when you think about the individual that broke your heart constantly. 

You reminisce the "Good Times" almost as if the "Bad Times" never existed.

A BROKEN HEART 

is when you are crying yourself to sleep every night & yet crying more & more each morning.

A BROKEN HEART 

is the unforgettable smell of his shirt that sits in that empty box; 

stowed away.

A BROKEN HEART 

is the cold shattering feeling you receive when you hear the syllables of his name.

A BROKEN HEART 

is glancing at the pictures of the two of you, & then quickly turning your attention to something else to avoid your tears.

A BROKEN HEART 

is re-reading his ancient letters & putting away the jewelry that he once bought for you.

A BROKEN HEART 

is secretly wanting to run back to him & secretly wanting to just be loved by him again.

A BROKEN HEART 

is asking desperately for just one last chance with the only person responsible for your loneliness.

A BROKEN HEART 

is pretending to not care what his friends are saying about you.

A BROKEN HEART 

is forcing yourself to hang up the phone after you have dialed the first three digits to his number.

A BROKEN HEART 

is screaming & begging for a second chance inside.

A BROKEN HEART 

is the emptiness & heart-wrenching feeling you encounter when you see him with his new love.

A BROKEN HEART 

is knowing that no matter what you do or say to yourself, you can't fool your heart into believing that you will in fact "Be Alright."

A BROKEN HEART 

is seeing him, & even though it may be the hardest thing that you have ever had to do, you decide to walk away.

A BROKEN HEART 

is listening to that one song that makes you break down over & over again.

A BROKEN HEART 

sometimes means: not wanting to go on.

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Letting Go.

Letting go, even if it hurts, doesn't mean you 

have to let go of everything. 

You just have to let go of the person and your feelings 

for her/him but the memories will always be there 

whether it's good or bad. 

Because everytime you remember those memories, 

it will always put a smile into your heart. 

And be glad that once in your life this person 

made you happy and put colors into your 

Life even if it's just for a while.

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Because of you

If you see me walking with someone else,

It's not because i want to..

It's because you weren't brave enough to walk by me.

If you see me smile,

It's not because i forgot you...

It's because i got tired of crying for you.

If you see me living again,

It's not because i've moved on...

It's because i hate the fact you can live without me

So if I fall in love with someone else,

It's not because i want to...

It's because you weren't there to catch me

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You made me CRY

You made me cry...

You tore me apart..

You left me in tears..

You've shattered my heart..

It wasn't your fault..

I guess it was me..

for love can't be forced..

Perhaps we weren't meant to be..

It still doesn't help..

now that i know..

Because for some reason..

my heart won't let go..

I've tried more than once..

to get over you..

but you make it so hard..

with cute things you do..

I thought love was joy..

but i've got nothing to gain..

just sorrows..,tears..

and a little more pain..

The day the pain started ..

reality came too..

It was the day i realized ..

......I'LL NEVER BE WITH YOU.......

Unknown

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I'm DONE..

I'm done writing these e-mails that you never seem to read.

I'm done trying to be a friend when I always get hurt.

I'm done thinking that you may like me, when it'll never come true.

I'm done filling up my notebooks with songs about you.

I'm done crawling into my bed and crying every night.

I'm done believing that you're perfect, because I can see every flaw clearer than anyone.

I'm done.

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Guilt..

It would be better if I just moved on, found someone new

but I can't.......

What hurts the most isn't that he's moving on. . . 

it's the fact that if I walk away, he won't follow me.

I can't stand that.

When he looks at me with those melt-my-heart brown eyes, 

I almost die, knowing that I had him, then lost him, for I was afraid to let anyone break my barriers. 

It's sad because he did what I tried to prevent him from doing. He smuggled his way into my heart, then ripped himself out, leaving a nasty hole in it's place.

I hate him. . .

And yet, I can't help but love him.

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